Day 8 of "Create $15K in 4 weeks" challenge

Wow tiredness getting to me. Not having enough sleep, doing intense work and still wanting to stay present to this commitment, I started to notice that something gets to change. I also noticed that I started to put lots of pressure on myself, that I am supposed to do something about this goal even when I have no free time or energy. Something to process and integrate next time I do a session.

Wins/Insights for the day:

• Taught another kizomba class! Today was different, it was more about practicing connection and relating dance and experience created during it back to life. I loved it! So did the people, I got some great feedback.
• Received an amazing Harmony Integration session. Realized that my problem that had lots of charge for me was that I was afraid and doubtful that I can create a sustainable lifestyle by fully being myself and doing what I love. Running a process (Deep Peat from Harmony Integration) I realized quite a few things: that I was doubting until I can see the clear "how", but often "how" cannot be revealed until I fully commit, and I was holding back to commit until I see the "how". Catch 22. Also I realized that I was afraid to let go of things before I know what I will fill up the space by (job, income etc.). BUT very often when the space is cluttered, new things cannot come in before the space is cleared. I wanted to skip the step but now realize that letting go and de-cluttering on all levels is an important first step. I also discovered that I had a big discomfort to be in the unknown. I was so pleased that through the process the unknown turned into the white space filled with excitement!

Off to sleep now, I can't believe it's only day 3 of the training. 4 more to go! Looking forward to creating a breakthrough in the abundance in time and my energy level!