A few days ago I got news from my boss that starting December 1 I will need to look for a new position. Layoffs. I can get back if I want to March 1, but between December 1 and March 1 I get to figure something out.
Surprisingly enough when I heard it I felt mostly excited and happy, a little worried and not at all upset. I felt I was ready for something new and sometimes I need a kick in the butt to move forward when my life if too comfortable. When I went on my vacation to Mexico couple weeks ago I set the intention to finish a chapter in my life so when I get back into my life I will start a new one, and everything that doesn't serve me in my life has to go to create space for what is best aligned with me. Well, I didn't realize job might be one of that. Be careful what they ask for :)
So since Monday I got through an interesting journey. I 100% believe that I totally manifested it and it will be good for me. First I felt excited and open to what's next. And when I did that all sorts of creative ideas started to flow towards me about different opportunities and directions I can take. Then I thought I need to do something to figure out what I want to do. I have lots of ideas of what I might be doing, but I need to settle on which ones I will actually commit to and take action on. It didn't take me long to go into the "doing" mode thinking I need to do something to figure out right now what the plan is etc. I put a lot of pressure on myself and started feeling very tense and unhappy and afraid of what if I won't be able to figure it out..
Tonight luckily talking with my best friend Demola I remembered a few things that helped me get back on track:
So I decided to try an experiment: between now and the end of Sunday my main focus is to be happy and be in the flow and to not do anything specific to get clear or come up with the plan and see what happens. Will share the results after the week is over. :)
Celebrating the start of a new phase in my life!
I was on my flight from Cancun to Vancouver. The fact that I made this flight was a miracle and is another story, that I might share sometime.
Processing the emotions that came up for me during the trip and while leaving, and reading "Reality Transurfing 2" by Vadim Zeland made me think again about what I want next in my life. Vadim Zeland writes that we are capable to have anything, we just need to attain the unity between soul and mind and attain the determination to have and act, and it's all that's needed. He writes how important it is to set the goals where mind and soul are in alignment. And it's important to not think about the how, but just check in once I picture the goal achieved, does my soul sing?
I started contemplating once again what would that life look like for me. I know pieces of it already: that I want to travel, experience authentic, unique and amazing relationships, but most of all my soul desires to help other people see that they can have what they want in life, and not only help them see it but also create it in physical reality whatever it takes. I realized that for the most of my adult life I've been searching for the best tools and the perfect system that can be applied to any person, their own unique self and their dreams and have it be realized (hence me becoming a life coach). And I also noticed that even though I achieved a lot of successes in life in that area, I am hesitant to share my knowledge and put myself our there full speed before I get this "perfect" system. I realized I am holding back what I want to give because I judge it as not perfect and not finished yet. It just got so clear to me that by that I am actually not being as giving as I could and this does not serve me or others. No more.
This is the first blog article in series, and hereby I promise to share all the good tools, techniques and learnings that I found to be successful in manifesting my desires, so I will share it bit by bit and during that (and through that) my system will evolve. I will share my success stories as well as "falling flat on my face" stories, that will hopefully give you inspiration or a comforting feeling in your life. I will write imperfectly, allowing the perfection to emerge naturally rather than through my judgement of what perfect should be life. So please if there are any topics you would like me to write about in any way related to creating the life that makes your soul and heart sing, whether it's uncovering what it would look like, or making it a reality in any area (relatinoship, lifestyle, work/business, fun etc.), please message me, and I will do so if I have anything to share on that subject. Or if there is anything you struggle with and you want to turn it around, let me know as well, I can either write an article about it, or refer you to certain tools/books/workshops that may be of service. And of course, if you want to work with me 1:1 I am here! Just reach out. And remember it's a sign of strength and determination to reach out for support, not weakness.
Looking forward to connecting more with you through my blog and with some of you in person!